It is difficult for me to express this in a string of sentences... but really need to ease all the hair wired matter in a form on words. The saddest thing happen to me and i could never can turn back time. Playing with the word "IF" is like hell... nothing can be done... it is over and done. If only it had been express earlier... this is not gonna happen. You and me would be very happy counting days together.
Now, i am happy... but not you... how should i live in guilty? since i haven't commit any sin... hate this.. but this is fate... everything is destined by HIM... no matter how strong we are... nothing can beat HIM...
Ya Allah... from you i come and to you i'll be back... YOU are the one who knows the best for me...
AMIIIN...
