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Masih belum terlambat lagi agaknya.....

2011-01-15T20:48:00.000-08:00

Salam 2011... lambat 16 hari. tapi masih januari kan...so masih valid.... bak kata orang...2011 baru membuka tirai baru setelah berlabuhnya tirai 2010. Wah bertirai2 pulak. Selamat tinggal zaman bujangku...selamat datang zaman perkahwinanku...semoga hari-hariku indah belaka.
Hari ini sudah 1 bulan 21 hari aku bergelar isteri. Indah dan menarik hari-hariku. Biasalah asam garam hidup, episod gambira dan sedih mesti ada.

Sejujurnya bergelar isteri memang menuntut kesabaran, lebih-lebih lagi bila tinggal bersama mertua. Semuanya perlu manis2 belaka walaupun sebenarnya terluka. Biarlah terluka asalkan suamiku gembira. Kalau nak ku karang episod duka ku ini..entah la...tak terkarang rasanya... lebih elok ku pendamkan duka ini. Kenangkan segala keseronokan lebih membahagiakan dan mententeramkan.

Journey of Life

2010-11-04T09:18:00.000-07:00

Kehidupan seseorang itu adalah sebuah perjalanan. Perjalanan yang panjang dan tidak tahu di mana noktahnya. Sesuatu perjalanan itu tidak semestinya sentiasa lancar, kadang-kadang tergendala oleh sebab yang tidak dapat dielakkan. Manu mungkin tiada perhentian rehat walaupun sejenak untuk sesuatu perjalanan yang kita tempoh. Kalau tak apa guna R&R di lebuh raya.
Hidup bermula dari kita dilahirkan, kemudian dipelihara dan di besarkan dengan penuh kasih sayang oleh ibu bapa kita. Seterusnya melangkah ke alam kanak-kanak, remaja dan dewasa. Dalam semua fasa hidup kita ini ibu bapa menerima pelbagai dugaan dan ujian dalam membesarkan anak-anak. Kecanggihan teknologi menyebabkan proses membesarkan anakm bertambah rumit kerana dunia kini menjadi luas dan tanpa batasan. Pergaulan bebas dan keseronokan maksiat menjadi suatu yang halal. Semua ini adalah faktor yang menyesakkan minda ibu bapa masa kini....segala-galanya perlu balik kepada yang menciptakan kita. Jika kita taat dan patuh pada ajarannya, insya allah segalanya akan selamat..wallahu 'alam....

I'm a Bride's to be..

2010-10-30T21:29:00.000-07:00

Hehehe..cutenye picture tue..ayu2 gitu...hahaha..macam mana la agaknya aku di hari persandinganku nanti..mesti on edge tak hingat kan...hehehe... tapi nak tawin...sebab by the end nak jadi macam gambaq kat bawah ni..

Tapi yang tu sexy skit...aku pakai tudung la...hahaha...happily married...pastu bleh la jalan pegang tangan or bergurau sendi as we like it.... macam gambaq below..to yang belom kawin...tak payah cuba na..nanti buat dosa aja....

Sungguh indah rasanya hari-hari yang bakal ditempuhi oleh aku dan Incik Tunang tersayang selepas berkahwin nanti...
AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN....

2010-10-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

Apabila ditolak dengan hari ini..maka tinggal 26 hari lagi sebelum aku bergelar isteri kepada Incik Tunang. Apa sebenarnya yang aku rasa ? ntah la...Gumbira? tertekan?serabut milo? semuanya ada belaka. Mengalas tugasan sebagai isteri sepanjang hayat memang bukan suatu tugas yang mudah. Tahniah kepada yang dah berjaya.. Aku? semoga Allah memberi pertolongan yang kuat untukku bergantung padanya. So far segala persediaan masih lagi dalam proses...ada yang dah siap..ada yang masih lagi belum...cuak jugak kadang-kadang. Tempat kerja sarat dengan kerja yang menuntut untuk di siapkan. Semuanya ada due date...sakit jugak kepala bila difikirkan. kunci kepada segalanya ialah BERSABAR DAN BERDOA. Sekarang i have to be multi-tasking...something yang kau memang susah nak buat dari dulu lagi. I have to finish up one by one....not 2 or 3 at one time... tapi sekarang tak lagi. 2 or 4 at one time memang dah jadi kebiasaan.

Aku belek2 checklist aku buat semalam... tengok2 dah banyak yang bertanda...lega..tinggal skit2 aja lagi yang belum bertanda. Lega sepasai... pastu sebab kepenatan..aku request kat Incik Tunang untuk cari tempat honeymoon terbaik untuk aku dan dia. Aku nak sangat lari dari kesibukan kerja dan kepenatan persediaan kenduri nanti. Aku nak habiskan masa berdua-duaan dengan dia sahaja.

Kadang-kadang rasa penat sangat..sampai tak mau buat apa pun..tapi kalau tak buat...kerja tak jalan..so kena buat jugak... letih la....

YA ALLAH BERIKAN AKU KEKUATAN UNTUK MENGHADAPI SEMUA INI..

Why NOw......

2010-10-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

Why now....why not last year..why not early this year....aku benci dia...kenapa..kerana dia lambat...dia kata dia suka...dia kata dia ingat...tapi kenapa dia senyap...aku tak paham...aku geram... nak marah pun yer... tapi sejujurnya perasaanku padanya kosong dan hambar... aku sudah punya teman...aku sudah punya kekasih hati..aku sudah punya tunangan...aku sayang padanya....tapi aku benci dia.... dia pernah mmbuatkan hidupku berada di puncak awan...di juga pernah membawaku nun jauh ke pelusuk hutan...aku sabar...aku redha..semuanya kerna sayang... tak pernah aku ingkari kata-katanya...tak pernah aku menengking atau meninggi suara.... walau bertalu-talu makian dan cacian yang di lontar...tak pernah ku endah walau hatiku bagai di siat-siat...dihiris-hiris hingga hancur....
tapi kini tak mungkin aku mampu dan aku tidak mahu berpaling dari tunangku tercinta hanya kerna dia yagn muncul tiba-tiba...
SELAMAT TINGGAL KENANGAN LALU....
SELAMAT DATANG DUNIA BARU....

Hantaq Borang Nikah...check....yeay!

2010-10-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah..tadi baru selesai proses menghantar borang nikah kami. Rasa tenang aja jiwa...drive balik baling pun rasa gumbira aja...bukan payah pun, dia check semua borang and documents yang dia nak...so dah cukup...bayaq RM4 sorang untuk dapat receipt untuk amik kebenaran bernikah nanti. PAstu isi borang ikrar. Dah isi borang ikrar...masuk jumpa ustaz/pendaftar nikah...so dia semak borang, sembang sikit sebanyak dengan kami.. buleh plak ustaz tu orang baling, dia dok tanya pasai sekolah aku..hehehe..aku dengan ramah tamah buleh buat sembang la denga ustaz tue..hehehe..teknik nak bagi ilang ketaq konon... the dramatic part bila kena baca ikrar..memula Incik Tunang baca dulu...suara dia macam tenggelam timbul...rasanya nervous..aku buat relax aja..tapi cuak gak bila dengaq dia macam tue..nak tolong gosok belakang mana bleh..tak kawin lagi..so senyap aja la..amik feel satgi aku plak nak baca....part yang mengancam dalam ikrar tu...
SAYA DENGAN IKHLAS DAN SUCI HATI MENERIMA..............SEBAGAI ISTERI / SUAMI.

hehehehe... rasa dalam sangat maksud tue... terkejut dan tersekat la skit bila nak kena baca ikrar and sebut nama tunang kita tue. nak tersedak sebenaqnya...tapi really touching la...sebak la sat Incik Tunang tersayang. Apa pun, aku memang sangat happy and bersyukur sebab dah selesai hal di pejabat agama... bukan senang nak selesai dengan kesibukan kerja. Nak curi time bagi kena tu punya la payah...akhirnya ketentuan Allah memudahkan urusan kami hari ini. Dengan gumbira and lega aku hantaq Incik Tunang pi opis dia semula...sambung mesyuarat..aku plak..balik umah....

SYUKRAN YA ALLAH..ALHAMDULILLAH...

Dugaan-NYA

2010-10-25T06:38:00.000-07:00

Fuhhhh....yesterday was tough..... speeding from baling to sp and manage to arrive in sp within half and hour..gila pun ada gak..menatang apa aku tak overtake... kalut la..dah janji dengan Incik Tunang nak pi pejabat agama, nak antaq borang nikah. Sampai dalam kul 4...tunggu la Incik tunang abis meeting..masa tu panas la jugak skit2..tapi buleh sabaq lagi....tapi yang climaxnya....bila naik kat atas... dia tulis time daftar pernikahan 8am - 4.15pm.... memang masa tu nak menangis campuq nak mengamuk...kembang kepala rasa tengok. terus badan rasa penat. Yang tadi dok speed tak ingat skit pun tak penat... hui masa tu kalau buleh la pi belasah orang memang mati..kalau maki orang memang hui..bebakui la buat dosa....

Turun tangga terus cakap kat Incik tunang yang aku letih, aku ni tak suka dok show off kan keletihan aku.. tapi kerana kecewa..aku terus down. Borang tue aku bagi kat dia, aku suruh dia antaq..aku cakap aku tak larat letih...bukan dekat wei... so aku terus balik...pi cari kek... ni la masalah aku...bila tension aja..nak makan..memang la badan cepat naik...hehehe..janji hati puas..

Baru la aku paham dugaan bertunang nie...kalau nak di ikutkan..so far alhamdulillah tak ada la dugaan yang besaq2 jadi sampai kami bergaduh..tapi yang semalam nie memang menguji kekuatan aku. Tapi aku salute la Incik Tunang, dia pandai pujuk aku... memang aku pun dok pujuk diri, jangan la dok ego sangat...lega...aku berjaya jadi lembut seperti biasa. Aku selalu ingat, kalau aku ego and tak mau mengalah, nanti dia boleh jadi 10 kali ego and masa tu lagi teruk. So aku sanggup mengalah demi kebaikan future kami. Sebab dalam hati ada cinta...so semua biasa okay....YA ALLAH.....suburkanlah rasa cinta kami sehingga akhir hayat...jadikanlah hambamu yang bersyukur dan sentiasa berkasih sayang di dunia dan akhirat.

Luahan hati

2010-10-22T20:19:00.000-07:00

Bila di hitung hari menghampiri 26 November 2010...dari hari ni..tinggal 34 hari aja lagi... masa berlalu cepat sangat. Kadang-kadang aku rasa aku baru bertunang last week...sedar-sedar dah 4 bulan 11 hari aku bertunang dengan Incik Tunang. Kenal baru awal tahun, tup tup nak kawin dah. Selalu bila keluar dengan Incik Tunang, kami macam dah lama kenal..maybe sebab kimia, fizik, biology kami serasi kot. Aku selalu aja kecik hati..hahaha..lumrah perempuan la tu, nak perhatian. Nasib baik Incik Tunang aku ni penuh dengan sense of humour, so baru nak merajuk panjang, dah gelak tak hingat donia. Maka tak jadi lah aku merajuk.
Kalau aku imbau kenangan dulu-dulu masa bercinta dengan ex-bf dedulu, aku selalu gak makan hati. Tapi kena pujuk diri sendiri, kesian aku, kena tengking kaw-kaw, pastu menangis tak hingat dunia, pastu kena paksa senyap, hui tabah betoi aku. Buang karan aja aku dok menangis dulu..hahaha...serious menyesal menangis dulu...Tapi alhamdulillah walaupun aku berdepan dengan pelbagai ujian yang Allah bagi, tapi semuanya aku berjaya harungi. And setiap kebaikan Insya Allah akan di balas dengan kebaikan.
Incik Tunang aku ni, bukan la someone yang aku sendiri berjumpa dan jatuh hati seterusnya bercinta. Tapi aku di tanya, di risik, di kenalkan, berkenalan, bertunang, seterusnya baru bercinta. Stage percintaan kami ni more tu lepas bertunang. Sesungguhnya kuasa Allah itu melebihi segalanya.. Aku sangat percaya dan redha dengan semua ketentuan dan kehendaknya. Kita merancang, kita menentukan halatuju hidup kita. Tapi tanpa izinnya, segalanya tak mungkin berlaku. Kriteria yang kita nak sememangnya tidak semuanya sempurna. Dia lebih mengetahui.
Aku ingat lagi dan masih lagi relevan difikiranku. Inginkan seseorang yang lebih tua, berbadan sasa, kononya seperti pelindungku, ternyata, yang lebih tua dan lebih sasa penyebab hatiku duka. Segalanya ku terima dengan redha...rupa-rupanya, lebih muda, dan lebih kecil ternyata penyejuk minda dan jiwa. Hebat sungguh perhitungan Allah. Sebagai hamba yang lemah kadang-kadang semua itu tak capai di minda kita yang serba sempit ini. Namun bila kita muhasabah kembali, barulah segalanya nyata di depan mata.
Bila kita rasa sesuatu yang begitu sempurna untuk kita berlalu pergi, ingatlah bahawa sesuatu itu belum cukup sempurna buat kita. Kita sahaja yang berperasaan begitu, kita harus redha kerana ada yang jauh lebih baik dari itu untuk kita. Walaupun kita lihat yang baru itu punyai banyak kekurangan. Sebenarnya kita tak perasan yang kita juga ada kekurangan di matanya. Tapi di lihat dari sudut positif..Insya Allah segalanya pasti indah.
Buat Incik Tunang tersayang, terima kasih kerana sentiasa berada di sisiku. Semoga hubungan yang terbina berakhir hingga akhir hayat dan di bawa ke syurga. I always believe that WE comply each other.... i love u...

Ada yang dah beres..

2010-10-09T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hari Jumaat baru nie..aku menekadkan diriku untuk mencari barang-barang untuk di buat hantaran. Ku pinjam sepupuku and terusku pecut keretaku ke A tu Z di Seberang Jaya. Incik Tunang belum balik kursus, so terpaksa la menyusahkan cousinku. Tapi kami seronok..sebab cousinku itu perempuan, so sangat selesa bershopping bersama wanita ini. Below are the list yang aku dah beli.
1. Bunga Telur ( murah jer...budget)
2. Bunga buat hantaran
3. Foam polisterin untuk hantaran
4. bakul buah hantaran
5. renda untuk hantaran.
So semua dah settle la untuk hantaran. Lega sungguh hatiku. Tapi ada skit lagi yang aku belum buat. kerja2 menempah kek and muffin untuk tetamu yang datang. So next step is tempah menempah apa yang patut. Oppss...lupa plak... HIV test belum buat lagi plak....kena pi nie...nak submit borang lambat plak nanti.

Kena Pulun Skit.

2010-10-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

Nak kenduri tak banyak hari dah... preparation entah ke mana2 aja..sesuka hati aku aja kan. Macam nie l a bila kenduri kena urus sendiri..aku dah sampai naik jeluak nak tengok kedai kain and kedai apa2 aja..sebab aku dah penat and letih... tu belum tengok kerja yang menimbun kat sekolah mintak aku siapkan..sabtu ni sekolah ganti. maka aku istiharkan diriku supaya stay back and pulun buat keja dulu..siapkan report card budak2 before aku balik... buku koko belum kira markah lagi..sijil tak abis edar lagi..benci la..kenapa banyak sangat kerja nie....
Tomorrow jumaat, aku ingat nak keluar pepagi pi umah tailor. pastu straight pi kedai wedding nak cari barang2 untuk hantaran. Aku memang dah tahap gaban dah serabut nie. Minggu nie incik tunang tak ada, so aku nak buat urusan yang berkenaan dengan aku dulu..next week tengok urusan yang kena buat dorang...

53 Days to go....

2010-10-03T01:00:00.000-07:00

Pejam celik, pejam celik...dah tinggal 53 days lagi nak menamatkan zaman keseronokan ku ini.. maka nanti akan bermulalah perjalananku sebagai seorang isteri kepada RAJA di hatiku...cewah ayat gapo dia pun dok tahu....nebes sebenarnyer...mau taknyer...aku dah nak muntah pikior pasal keje and keje kawin... rambut aku dah start gugur...banyak plak tue...macam kene leukimia plak (nauzubillah).. tapi serious, bila kita dalam stress..memang effect kat rambut...testimonial ini diperakui oleh housemateku dan adik ku yang dah kawin last year... aku naik takut nak sikat rambutku ini...
Semalam pi bejalan dengan Incik tunang tersayang..dah lama tak dating nie..maklum la..sama2 busy dengan keja..aku dengan exam trial..incik tunang dengan launching tiang jambatannya. So mana ada masa macam orang len nak berdating-dating setiap hari. Pi jejalan semalam tue sebenaqnya pi cari kain untuk majlis akad nikah nanti..hehehe...teruja sangat... and the best part ialah bila aku dapat apa yang aku nak cari..pastu kitorang terus pi tempah baju melayu untuk incik tunang. Tinggal baju aku belum bertempah....hehehe...nak gi lani..sat na....
Hari ini sepatutnya kerja..tapi oleh kerana ada sesuatu yang tidak dapat dielakkan...maka aku pun mencutikan diriku... tapi esok nak keje dah..sebab aku teringat kerjaku yang memanggil2 namaku..macam kekasih ku seru tu...hehehe...
ingat nak bercerita pasal preparation aku dah buat...tapi rasanya tak cukup mood lagi...sebab depan aku nie ada sedozen skrip exam yang aku kene baca and bagi markah...naik nak muntah tengok..itulah..sapa suruh jadi language teacher...kan dah kene baca essay..hahaha..tapi apa pun i love my job....muahhhhhhh....

93 days to go...

2010-08-22T20:30:00.000-07:00

Sembilan puluh tiga hari lagi..omputih cakap ninty three days to go.... banyak preparation dah start. Yang nak di booking pun alhamdulillah dah siap.. tapi banyak lagi nak buat.. so many things to think and do. Kadang-kadang terfikir, bleh tak nak buat kenduri meriah, tapi tak nak buat preparations? hahaha..buat lawak ngong la tue. Bukan lawak tapi letih la... semua nak kene urus. Seb baik incik tunang sentiasa bersama..at least ada jugak la someone to share with. Thank u abang.
Bulan posa nie plak, banyak aktiviti tak bleh nak buat sangat..maklumlah puasa..karang dok pulun2 kang, ada plak yang bukak puasa separuh jalan. hahaha...teringat masa pi Queensbay Mall masa 4th day of ramadhan...jalan tak hingat donia...memang samapi umah penat tahap gaban la. Satu benda yang aku tak suka kalau penat sangat ni bukan apa...aku payah nak tidoq. Mata cukup liat nak pejam walaupun badan meronta2 suruh tidoq. Yang otak plak dok pikiaq esok kena bangun masak sahur...pastu nak drive pi kerja ada la dalam satu jam... hui..memang letih pikir sumer tue... seb baik malam tue incik tunang tepon..so dapat dengar suara dia terus bleh tidoq...gatai betoi mata aku nie...aku suruh tidoq dia tak mau tidoq..incik tunang suruh, senang plak dia nak tidoq...bijak sungguh...

My Engagement Day

2010-06-13T20:05:00.000-07:00

Those are photos taken on my engagement day 12 June 2010...to those who did not attend the ceremony. i hope the photos will give you all the clear picture of what had happened on that day... Please pray for my happiness forever after....

I'm hurt...

2010-05-16T20:12:00.000-07:00

It is difficult for me to express this in a string of sentences... but really need to ease all the hair wired matter in a form on words. The saddest thing happen to me and i could never can turn back time. Playing with the word "IF" is like hell... nothing can be done... it is over and done. If only it had been express earlier... this is not gonna happen. You and me would be very happy counting days together.
Now, i am happy... but not you... how should i live in guilty? since i haven't commit any sin... hate this.. but this is fate... everything is destined by HIM... no matter how strong we are... nothing can beat HIM...
Ya Allah... from you i come and to you i'll be back... YOU are the one who knows the best for me...
AMIIIN...

My boboy and Gegurl..

2010-02-09T17:52:00.000-08:00

My new love arrives three weeks ago. They are adorable and cute. I love them so much.

working on a script.....hrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh...

2009-12-21T19:43:00.000-08:00

Whoooshhhh... it is very tough to write a choral speaking script. I have never try to write a choral speaking script. A head cracking job... but i'm trying my best to complete it before the new term starts. The ideas are tangling my brain till i cannot even start a word. Hehehe.. need to be calmed and relax then only i can produce one good script. Hope so, Insya Allah... Pray for me...

before 2010

2009-12-21T19:33:00.001-08:00

Hooray! hOOray! It's a Holy-holiday.... but yet come to end very soon. Still have thousands of important stuffs need to be done before the new year come. New year resolutions? well let me think first...hmmmm.. as usual continue the past years resolutions coz they haven't completed. Sorry for not mentioning it here...too shy to share with others. Used to let it be in the deep of my heart core. so, how are you my dear students? miss them, but i still love my holidays at home. I miss climbing up the stairs 10 times a day.. running and screaming in the classroom. But what i hate most, when my students do not exell in their exam. I'm not hoping for an A from each and every one of them. As long as they can upgrade themselves, i'm happy for that. I should change my strategy next year..must be stricker than ever. They gonna have new version of MISS AZREEN. Sweet yet Cruel.... hahaha.. i love being cruel with my students. THe more cruel i'm the more they learn. Better be careful with me next year... hahahahaha ( devil's laughter)

warna-warni idupku...

2009-11-11T19:41:00.000-08:00

I never thought that this miserable year gonna end soon. I still remember the day when i reported in this school 1 year back.... now with 1 year experience of teaching.. is still cannot lay back and relax. There are a lots to catch up and settle. But the precious and priceless experiences gained throughout the year taught me thousands of lesson. Next year..new resolutions and new spirit...hope for better tomorrow. Below are pictures taken throughout the year...not all...too many to upload.. those are pictures tickle my heart the most.

NOw It comes to the End

2009-11-10T20:16:00.000-08:00

me and the sketch team....congrats guys....we win it....

Bagus betul bebudak nie...insaf..kat dataran pun baca yaasin..
mai lambat sebenaqnya.

peksa....

2009-09-06T19:08:00.000-07:00

Pmr dah nak dekat..tcer azreen dok ronsing memanjang...essay still ada yang tak pandai buat...first time nie....trial ritu senang ja..so diorang memang bleh skor la..tu pun dah kedekut giler bagi markah. i ni memang susah skit bagi markah banyak..bukan apa..tak mau depa naik minyak...budak2 ada yang dengaq cakap. ada yang suka dok buat ketegaq...penin..dolu2 masa jadi budak form 3, i tak la degil macam nie...nie siap berani usha i yang chanteq nie..memang depa berani betol la...i plak segan..maklum la..i kan cikgu yang single mingle, young and dengerous...hahaha....
okay mau pi amik soalan peksa jap...satgi nak jaga peksa...
xoxo

Hmmm....

2009-08-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

Today is 25 August 2009, today is my youngest brother's birthday..he turned 22 this year... Yeasterday was 24 august 2009... hmmm...someone's birthday...but i rather not to mention his name here...too confidential... someone who had knocked my heart door..and then let the door open for sometimes before that person slammed it. As that person slammed the door...it broke into pieces.. hmmmm.... this is what we called as life. Apparently, i don't really like to talk about that person. Since i'm a bit bored today.... i just write whatever i want...i do have piles of exam script to read, but i don't have that mood to start. HELP ME! i just feel like resting for the whole school holidays...heheehhehehe....but i need to push, force, drag myself to read all the scripts....hahahaha...this is what we called as language teacher's life....heheheee..but...I love my students....

I love my Handbag...

2009-08-23T07:13:00.000-07:00

This is my handbag....everyday i carry this handbag wherever i go. I love this handbag very much because it keeps thousand meaning to me. How does it meaningful to me? let it be my secret. I'm not dare to share with anybody....hehehehe...

L.O.V.E

2009-08-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

Love is a four letters word... it is very subjective and interpreted differently by us. Love can be an emotion bonding between family members, friends, teacher and students and so on. This special bonding create a special place in our heart. I remember a saying quoted by a friend of mine, "some people come to your life and left their foot prints in your heart". Meaning that this people will remain in our heart, as long as the foot prints are there.
Teenagers would say that love is between a girl and a boy. But at the age of 27, i would love to interpret love as a bonding between humans and the key leads to this bonding is understanding and communication. People may argue...why do you need a good communication in your love since love is unconditional? For me, having a good communication would lead my life to a better future because from communication, i believe, we can produce trust and understanding.
I'm always an open-minded person. I rule my own life and I really hate people who mess around with my life. I love to be myself, cheerful, outgoing, talkative, active and so on...too many to describe... Some people would say that I'm too out spoken. I'm too loud in criticizing...but i don't care..why? because I want to have a wonderful life, so why do I need to bother about other people's thoughts.
To all my beloved viewers, especially my dearest students, please make sure you lead your life as you want it to be. Because you never can turn back your time. Think wisely before you do something, and as long as the action that you want to do is on the right track go ahead. Do not afraid or hesitate cause I'll be just right behind you. Find your love, find your happiness because it will make your life brighter.

Am I the apple of that person's eyes???

2009-08-16T19:34:00.000-07:00

Last week i went for a course in Sp. The course was organised by the Kedah Education Department. It was a co-accademic course. I was delighted to attend that course since my friend Wan from SMK Jerai was there too. Both of us share the same room...hahahaha..we were like on vacation...the whole course was okay...but there's one story that i really want to share with you guys...
This incident happened in the very glory of August 14,2009. I was enjoying my breakfast at the cafe at that moment. suddenly my hp rang...fortunately...i didn't hear it...then, after finish eating my breakfast, i went up to the hall. I checked my hp...and to my suprise... oh, my God... 'that person' called me..but i didn't noticed it. so i checked the time...then i knew that, 'that person' called me at 7.53 am..just imagine...wow! so do you think that i'm the apple of 'that person's eyes???? tell me....please...help me.....

ALEART!!!!!!

2009-08-03T18:20:00.000-07:00

The swine pig influenza is spreading now. Jika anda rase kuang sihat sila lah berjumpa doktor di klinik-klinik atau di hospital berdekatan anda ( Advise from the Health Minister Dato Dr. Leow Tiong Lai)

I'm so proud

2009-07-28T20:40:00.000-07:00

As a sweet new teacher, nobody in the school would believe that i'm gonna do something outrageous. hehehe..something usually done by male teachers...haaa.don't get me wrong, i'm not molesting my students. I only cut a little bit of his hair tail...Wow! it was fun..hehehehe... as a clas teacher who is concern about her babies..i dare to cut his hair tail. I've warned him before i did that action. So no more excuse my dear..mama has to cut it..... How did he respond to me? well he is not angry even though he was a bit sad for the sacrification. hahahaha..Mama so cruel right?

server down..

2009-07-27T22:26:00.000-07:00

This is a cock and bull story from smka balimg. Our internet server was shot down by an assassin hired by nobody last two day. Due to the murder, i could not narrate my latest newfor you to gossip. Wait for my come back soon....muaaaahh....

2009-07-22T02:03:00.000-07:00

Me, kak dee, kak wan and ustazah samihah waiting for boat to orang utan island.

me and my darling Al during hmm.. i can't remember the occasion name.

My baby boy (clone aril) dah jadi big boy dah pun

jom kita men sama-sama kak dila... shamim and sharfa

mY EYES is EVERYWHERE......

2009-07-21T20:39:00.000-07:00

When iwalk along the road i always feel in secure because i'm afraid of the snatch thief who might snatch my handbag in a twinkling of eyes. Nevertheless, the feeling of insecurity is worst if it is happen in a place where u think safe. Hahahaha..that is what happening to me and my colleque now. We are like the cat on hot br icks. My ex boyfriend used to say,"My eyes is everywhere" and now only i understand that clause. But this time, it is not my ex-bf's eyes...but the eyes of the authority in a place (CONFIDENTIAL)....... HAHAHAHAHA...TAKUTNYER....

colours of life.....

2009-07-21T03:13:00.000-07:00

Down Memory Lane

2009-07-19T23:06:00.000-07:00

Touring in Kuala Terengganu town is like walking down the memory lane. I was in this beautiful place since 2001 - 2004. This town was very strange to me when i first step on it. The way they talk, the food they eat, their way of life is totally different from my life in SP. Just imagine how am i going to survive there if their biggest superstore was Astaka (we used to call it Askata) and Hock Kee Seng. Hahahaha...funny name right...Everything was old fashion and it just like living in a dead town. Now, let me tell you guys about my college. My college name is Kolej Ugama Sultan Zainal Abidin (KUSZA). Hahahaha..don't be surprise for that name...you think that I'm like 'ustazah" but I'm just a humble 'USTADAH" HAHAHAHA. Okay back to my story, apparently I'm studying in a religious college, but i'm taking TESL ( Teaching English as a Second Language)course. There i was trained to be an English teacher. Being an English teacher doesn't mean that i have to follow the culture of the English people, I do learn their culture through the subjects taken, but i do not follow the bad side of their lifestyle. As one of the religious college students, i have to learn Arabic, Quran Tajwid and some Islamic subjects. For me, this is the utmost give from Lord to me. Why do i said so? Because most of the tertiaryerieducational colleges do not offer religious subjects. Alhamdulillah, I like an eye opener to me, and also a wall for me to protect myself from the hustle and bustle of life. Down memory lane in Kt...hmmmm.. i would say that the transformation was superb. Mydin, Giant, Islamic Memorial Gallery, Pulau Duyong and some other infrastructure. Wow....from a dead city to a happening city. The place that my friend i used to wait for Pokciks' van was no longer exist. If i were to write about this place...i think i would not be able to finish this post. So i decided to end this post for time being..and insya allah i'll continue it next time perhaps.

i'm like a cat on hot bricks...

2009-07-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hahahha..this week i taught idioms to my students. For me idiom is always interesting because i can play with the language in my writing. this is the main objective why i asked my students to write a conversation or a story using the idioms. Wow! 3 Abu Bakar did a good job cause they managed to write it. eventhough it is hard for me to make some of them to write..but alhamdulillah everybody had written it. However, there was a story before all of them could submit the task. A group of boys in my class, well not to say they are not clever, but they are overwhelm in laziness that is why thet hardly complete my work. What i did was, i took a pen drive which belongs to one of the group member and keep it. I will onlyreturn the pen drive if they submit their task before they go back to hostel....Waalla.... it works!!! hahaha..now i know the tricks. So they only have Hobson's choice...hehehe..after recess he submitted the task and i returned his pen drive.

Moral of the Story : Complete your homework or your task even though you are too lazy. OR Miss Azreen will kidnap your pen drive forever...hahahaha

Parents Teacher Meeting

2009-07-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

setelah sekian lama tak up date this blog, now it is time for me to do so. bukan tak up date sebab malas, tapi sebab tak cukup masa. ditambah dengan bilik kayanganku tidak berwireless, so lambat la skit boleh nak up date. in this entry i wanna share with you people, my experience conducting the parents teacher meeting.
Nervous...jangan cakap la..hari-hari dok fikir..macam mana nak cakap dengan parents diorang nie..maklum la, teacher kan muda remaja..mana ada experience sumer ni before. kalau ada pun as a students dolu-dolu.. hehehe..teringat masa primary school, bila arwah mak anad ayah datang sekolah...aku mesti duduk atas riba mak sebab kat depan cikgu tu ada dua kerusi aja....hahahaa....(i slim tau masa tu)...those were the days... sambung balik cerita tadi. so di pagi itu p n pmacam biasa la..sebab bos aku memang pentingkan pnp (no offence ) pagi tue english class dengan 2 umar. sedang elok la..aku pun cikgu kelas for that form. lepas habis aku mengajar literature...kira-kira dalam 10minutes before habis kelas, aku kerah depa semua bersih kelas yang selalu tak bersapu tue...jenuh la dok meleter depa pepagi hari..hahahaha..takut no dengaq cikgu suka beleteaq....tapi aku tak la selalu..tapi jangan bagi aku start suis tue la..satgi payah nak tutup. Bila dah ready suma, aku tengok jam..tak pukul 11 lagi..so aku dengan nervous lagi nie...pi turun bilik guru..bukan apa..nak amik feel and strenght dari kawan-kawan. turun bilik guru...aku pun mula la bersembang dengan rakan-rakan guru...biasa la sembang memang pandai..tapi kalau sekali aku jadi pemalu...hui..tension orang nengok...dok sedap beramah tamah dengan depa, student aku panggil, ayah dia mai dah katanya...alahamdulillah yang memula pas dengan okay. then habis semua students aku. ada yang waris tak bleh mai..mcm-mcm la...tapi kesimpulan yang dapat di buat...most of my students lemah english...subject yang aku ajaq la tue...nak tulis pasal tue memang panjang..nanti la dalam next entry aku tulis. sekarang sangat mengantuk sebab baru sampai umah petang tadi....

melawan kesepian......

2009-06-04T22:55:00.000-07:00

Melawan kesepian memang susah dan menyakitkan...tapi kadang-kadang itu yang harus di lakukan untuk meneruskan hidup. Yang pergi tak kembali, namun yang patah kan tumbuh kembali. Tapi yang baru tak sama seperti yang lama. Tapi hakikat hidup dan ketentuan Illahi tak mampu untuk di lawan. Walau sekuat mana pun kita, namun kebesaran-NYA tiada tandingan.
Kadang-kadang memang terasa kehilangan dan kesepian yang melampau dalam jiwa.Sehinggakan adakalanya terasa jiwa ini kosong. Tetapi apakan daya, ada 1001 hikmah disebalik apa yang terjadi. Sebagai insan yang lemah, aku hanya mampu berdoa dan berserah, semoga kesepian ini dapat kuharungi dan ku lawan...semoga kekuatan itu sentiasa bersamaku...

Melawan Kesepian - Ct Nurhaliza

2009-06-04T22:42:00.000-07:00

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti

2009-06-04T09:31:00.001-07:00

aktiviti cuti ku....

2009-06-02T09:01:00.000-07:00

Salam.....start cuti dengan my sis engagement day...hari jumaat hari pertama cuti. Aku sampai umah petang Khamis. Sesampai di romah aku terus tepon makcik and pakcik aku..bukan apa..nak reconfirm, depa nak makan nasik kat umah dak...so Pak Tam aja yang nak mai tidoq umah..cepat2 aku amik periuk nasik and masak nasik...memang pantas la masa tue..bukan apa, takut depa sampai..satgi mula la aku gelabah...dah masak nasik..aku bukak peti ais...tengok apa ada buleh masak...aku pun bawak kuaq ikan and sayur...masak la ala2 kadar aja...lagi pun aku ada beli ayam panggang masa on the way balik dari baling...so tak la kalut sangat...lepas ready masak..baru aku rasa letih..pi mandi..and solat maghrib....
So malam tue nothing much..except for lepak-lepak sembang dengan mak tam, pak tam, ayah n adik.. Pastu tetibe Encik,Ayahteh and Ayahndak sampai..diorang dari kl and kuantan. tu aja wakil sebelah ayah aku. tapi tak kisah la, at least diorang datang jugak...kul 12 lebih gak kitorang tido that nite....si nana tak bleh tidoq, maklumlah esok big day dia...yang aku geram, dengan aku sekali tak blelh tidoq sebab dia asyik masuk kuar bilik....macam2 la budak tue..to be continued....

school holiday...

2009-06-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

The moment that i really treasure has come to me...hahaha..syok giler dapat coti two weeks nie..even though it is short but really precious to me...kenduri to attend memang la belambak sangat..tapi memang nak attend pun... hopefully dapat la attend sumer...
Before cuti hari tu...budak-budak peksa midterm...so apa lagi..coti nie kerjanya ngadap skrip exam diorang la..now only i know how my former teachers' feelings bila depa mark exam papers...memang kena sabaq banyak-banyak la...tapi aku tetap enjoy buat keja tue..my first experience la katakan...macam-macam ayat depa buat...best tau dapat conteng-conteng kertas depa...hui..hanya cikgu aja yang dapat rasa kepuasan tue...hahahaha

New post for new blog.....

2007-06-03T02:04:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum....ahlan wasahlan....at last i dah berjaya activate my own blog..before this i only saw others blog but today i have my own...hehehehe..so good to have one...