working on a script.....hrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh...

Whoooshhhh... it is very tough to write a choral speaking script. I have never try to write a choral speaking script. A head cracking job... but i'm trying my best to complete it before the new term starts. The ideas are tangling my brain till i cannot even start a word. Hehehe.. need to be calmed and relax then only i can produce one good script. Hope so, Insya Allah... Pray for me...

before 2010

Hooray! hOOray! It's a Holy-holiday.... but yet come to end very soon. Still have thousands of important stuffs need to be done before the new year come. New year resolutions? well let me think first...hmmmm.. as usual continue the past years resolutions coz they haven't completed. Sorry for not mentioning it here...too shy to share with others. Used to let it be in the deep of my heart core. so, how are you my dear students? miss them, but i still love my holidays at home. I miss climbing up the stairs 10 times a day.. running and screaming in the classroom. But what i hate most, when my students do not exell in their exam. I'm not hoping for an A from each and every one of them. As long as they can upgrade themselves, i'm happy for that. I should change my strategy next year..must be stricker than ever. They gonna have new version of MISS AZREEN. Sweet yet Cruel.... hahaha.. i love being cruel with my students. THe more cruel i'm the more they learn. Better be careful with me next year... hahahahaha ( devil's laughter)

warna-warni idupku...

I never thought that this miserable year gonna end soon. I still remember the day when i reported in this school 1 year back.... now with 1 year experience of teaching.. is still cannot lay back and relax. There are a lots to catch up and settle. But the precious and priceless experiences gained throughout the year taught me thousands of lesson. Next year..new resolutions and new spirit...hope for better tomorrow. Below are pictures taken throughout the year...not all...too many to upload.. those are pictures tickle my heart the most.

NOw It comes to the End

me and the sketch team....congrats guys....we win it....

Bagus betul bebudak nie...insaf..kat dataran pun baca yaasin..
mai lambat sebenaqnya.

peksa....

Pmr dah nak dekat..tcer azreen dok ronsing memanjang...essay still ada yang tak pandai buat...first time nie....trial ritu senang ja..so diorang memang bleh skor la..tu pun dah kedekut giler bagi markah. i ni memang susah skit bagi markah banyak..bukan apa..tak mau depa naik minyak...budak2 ada yang dengaq cakap. ada yang suka dok buat ketegaq...penin..dolu2 masa jadi budak form 3, i tak la degil macam nie...nie siap berani usha i yang chanteq nie..memang depa berani betol la...i plak segan..maklum la..i kan cikgu yang single mingle, young and dengerous...hahaha....
okay mau pi amik soalan peksa jap...satgi nak jaga peksa...
xoxo

Hmmm....

Today is 25 August 2009, today is my youngest brother's birthday..he turned 22 this year... Yeasterday was 24 august 2009... hmmm...someone's birthday...but i rather not to mention his name here...too confidential... someone who had knocked my heart door..and then let the door open for sometimes before that person slammed it. As that person slammed the door...it broke into pieces.. hmmmm.... this is what we called as life. Apparently, i don't really like to talk about that person. Since i'm a bit bored today.... i just write whatever i want...i do have piles of exam script to read, but i don't have that mood to start. HELP ME! i just feel like resting for the whole school holidays...heheehhehehe....but i need to push, force, drag myself to read all the scripts....hahahaha...this is what we called as language teacher's life....heheheee..but...I love my students....

I love my Handbag...

This is my handbag....everyday i carry this handbag wherever i go. I love this handbag very much because it keeps thousand meaning to me. How does it meaningful to me? let it be my secret. I'm not dare to share with anybody....hehehehe...

L.O.V.E

Love is a four letters word... it is very subjective and interpreted differently by us. Love can be an emotion bonding between family members, friends, teacher and students and so on. This special bonding create a special place in our heart. I remember a saying quoted by a friend of mine, "some people come to your life and left their foot prints in your heart". Meaning that this people will remain in our heart, as long as the foot prints are there.
Teenagers would say that love is between a girl and a boy. But at the age of 27, i would love to interpret love as a bonding between humans and the key leads to this bonding is understanding and communication. People may argue...why do you need a good communication in your love since love is unconditional? For me, having a good communication would lead my life to a better future because from communication, i believe, we can produce trust and understanding.
I'm always an open-minded person. I rule my own life and I really hate people who mess around with my life. I love to be myself, cheerful, outgoing, talkative, active and so on...too many to describe... Some people would say that I'm too out spoken. I'm too loud in criticizing...but i don't care..why? because I want to have a wonderful life, so why do I need to bother about other people's thoughts.
To all my beloved viewers, especially my dearest students, please make sure you lead your life as you want it to be. Because you never can turn back your time. Think wisely before you do something, and as long as the action that you want to do is on the right track go ahead. Do not afraid or hesitate cause I'll be just right behind you. Find your love, find your happiness because it will make your life brighter.

Am I the apple of that person's eyes???

Last week i went for a course in Sp. The course was organised by the Kedah Education Department. It was a co-accademic course. I was delighted to attend that course since my friend Wan from SMK Jerai was there too. Both of us share the same room...hahahaha..we were like on vacation...the whole course was okay...but there's one story that i really want to share with you guys...
This incident happened in the very glory of August 14,2009. I was enjoying my breakfast at the cafe at that moment. suddenly my hp rang...fortunately...i didn't hear it...then, after finish eating my breakfast, i went up to the hall. I checked my hp...and to my suprise... oh, my God... 'that person' called me..but i didn't noticed it. so i checked the time...then i knew that, 'that person' called me at 7.53 am..just imagine...wow! so do you think that i'm the apple of 'that person's eyes???? tell me....please...help me.....

ALEART!!!!!!

The swine pig influenza is spreading now. Jika anda rase kuang sihat sila lah berjumpa doktor di klinik-klinik atau di hospital berdekatan anda ( Advise from the Health Minister Dato Dr. Leow Tiong Lai)

I'm so proud

As a sweet new teacher, nobody in the school would believe that i'm gonna do something outrageous. hehehe..something usually done by male teachers...haaa.don't get me wrong, i'm not molesting my students. I only cut a little bit of his hair tail...Wow! it was fun..hehehehe... as a clas teacher who is concern about her babies..i dare to cut his hair tail. I've warned him before i did that action. So no more excuse my dear..mama has to cut it..... How did he respond to me? well he is not angry even though he was a bit sad for the sacrification. hahahaha..Mama so cruel right?

server down..

This is a cock and bull story from smka balimg. Our internet server was shot down by an assassin hired by nobody last two day. Due to the murder, i could not narrate my latest newfor you to gossip. Wait for my come back soon....muaaaahh....

Me, kak dee, kak wan and ustazah samihah waiting for boat to orang utan island.

me and my darling Al during hmm.. i can't remember the occasion name.

My baby boy (clone aril) dah jadi big boy dah pun

jom kita men sama-sama kak dila... shamim and sharfa

mY EYES is EVERYWHERE......

When iwalk along the road i always feel in secure because i'm afraid of the snatch thief who might snatch my handbag in a twinkling of eyes. Nevertheless, the feeling of insecurity is worst if it is happen in a place where u think safe. Hahahaha..that is what happening to me and my colleque now. We are like the cat on hot br icks. My ex boyfriend used to say,"My eyes is everywhere" and now only i understand that clause. But this time, it is not my ex-bf's eyes...but the eyes of the authority in a place (CONFIDENTIAL)....... HAHAHAHAHA...TAKUTNYER....

colours of life.....

Down Memory Lane

Touring in Kuala Terengganu town is like walking down the memory lane. I was in this beautiful place since 2001 - 2004. This town was very strange to me when i first step on it. The way they talk, the food they eat, their way of life is totally different from my life in SP. Just imagine how am i going to survive there if their biggest superstore was Astaka (we used to call it Askata) and Hock Kee Seng. Hahahaha...funny name right...Everything was old fashion and it just like living in a dead town. Now, let me tell you guys about my college. My college name is Kolej Ugama Sultan Zainal Abidin (KUSZA). Hahahaha..don't be surprise for that name...you think that I'm like 'ustazah" but I'm just a humble 'USTADAH" HAHAHAHA. Okay back to my story, apparently I'm studying in a religious college, but i'm taking TESL ( Teaching English as a Second Language)course. There i was trained to be an English teacher. Being an English teacher doesn't mean that i have to follow the culture of the English people, I do learn their culture through the subjects taken, but i do not follow the bad side of their lifestyle. As one of the religious college students, i have to learn Arabic, Quran Tajwid and some Islamic subjects. For me, this is the utmost give from Lord to me. Why do i said so? Because most of the tertiaryerieducational colleges do not offer religious subjects. Alhamdulillah, I like an eye opener to me, and also a wall for me to protect myself from the hustle and bustle of life. Down memory lane in Kt...hmmmm.. i would say that the transformation was superb. Mydin, Giant, Islamic Memorial Gallery, Pulau Duyong and some other infrastructure. Wow....from a dead city to a happening city. The place that my friend i used to wait for Pokciks' van was no longer exist. If i were to write about this place...i think i would not be able to finish this post. So i decided to end this post for time being..and insya allah i'll continue it next time perhaps.

i'm like a cat on hot bricks...

Hahahha..this week i taught idioms to my students. For me idiom is always interesting because i can play with the language in my writing. this is the main objective why i asked my students to write a conversation or a story using the idioms. Wow! 3 Abu Bakar did a good job cause they managed to write it. eventhough it is hard for me to make some of them to write..but alhamdulillah everybody had written it. However, there was a story before all of them could submit the task. A group of boys in my class, well not to say they are not clever, but they are overwhelm in laziness that is why thet hardly complete my work. What i did was, i took a pen drive which belongs to one of the group member and keep it. I will onlyreturn the pen drive if they submit their task before they go back to hostel....Waalla.... it works!!! hahaha..now i know the tricks. So they only have Hobson's choice...hehehe..after recess he submitted the task and i returned his pen drive.

Moral of the Story : Complete your homework or your task even though you are too lazy. OR Miss Azreen will kidnap your pen drive forever...hahahaha

Parents Teacher Meeting

setelah sekian lama tak up date this blog, now it is time for me to do so. bukan tak up date sebab malas, tapi sebab tak cukup masa. ditambah dengan bilik kayanganku tidak berwireless, so lambat la skit boleh nak up date. in this entry i wanna share with you people, my experience conducting the parents teacher meeting.
Nervous...jangan cakap la..hari-hari dok fikir..macam mana nak cakap dengan parents diorang nie..maklum la, teacher kan muda remaja..mana ada experience sumer ni before. kalau ada pun as a students dolu-dolu.. hehehe..teringat masa primary school, bila arwah mak anad ayah datang sekolah...aku mesti duduk atas riba mak sebab kat depan cikgu tu ada dua kerusi aja....hahahaa....(i slim tau masa tu)...those were the days... sambung balik cerita tadi. so di pagi itu p n pmacam biasa la..sebab bos aku memang pentingkan pnp (no offence ) pagi tue english class dengan 2 umar. sedang elok la..aku pun cikgu kelas for that form. lepas habis aku mengajar literature...kira-kira dalam 10minutes before habis kelas, aku kerah depa semua bersih kelas yang selalu tak bersapu tue...jenuh la dok meleter depa pepagi hari..hahahaha..takut no dengaq cikgu suka beleteaq....tapi aku tak la selalu..tapi jangan bagi aku start suis tue la..satgi payah nak tutup. Bila dah ready suma, aku tengok jam..tak pukul 11 lagi..so aku dengan nervous lagi nie...pi turun bilik guru..bukan apa..nak amik feel and strenght dari kawan-kawan. turun bilik guru...aku pun mula la bersembang dengan rakan-rakan guru...biasa la sembang memang pandai..tapi kalau sekali aku jadi pemalu...hui..tension orang nengok...dok sedap beramah tamah dengan depa, student aku panggil, ayah dia mai dah katanya...alahamdulillah yang memula pas dengan okay. then habis semua students aku. ada yang waris tak bleh mai..mcm-mcm la...tapi kesimpulan yang dapat di buat...most of my students lemah english...subject yang aku ajaq la tue...nak tulis pasal tue memang panjang..nanti la dalam next entry aku tulis. sekarang sangat mengantuk sebab baru sampai umah petang tadi....

melawan kesepian......

Melawan kesepian memang susah dan menyakitkan...tapi kadang-kadang itu yang harus di lakukan untuk meneruskan hidup. Yang pergi tak kembali, namun yang patah kan tumbuh kembali. Tapi yang baru tak sama seperti yang lama. Tapi hakikat hidup dan ketentuan Illahi tak mampu untuk di lawan. Walau sekuat mana pun kita, namun kebesaran-NYA tiada tandingan.
Kadang-kadang memang terasa kehilangan dan kesepian yang melampau dalam jiwa.Sehinggakan adakalanya terasa jiwa ini kosong. Tetapi apakan daya, ada 1001 hikmah disebalik apa yang terjadi. Sebagai insan yang lemah, aku hanya mampu berdoa dan berserah, semoga kesepian ini dapat kuharungi dan ku lawan...semoga kekuatan itu sentiasa bersamaku...

Melawan Kesepian - Ct Nurhaliza

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti

aktiviti cuti ku....

Salam.....start cuti dengan my sis engagement day...hari jumaat hari pertama cuti. Aku sampai umah petang Khamis. Sesampai di romah aku terus tepon makcik and pakcik aku..bukan apa..nak reconfirm, depa nak makan nasik kat umah dak...so Pak Tam aja yang nak mai tidoq umah..cepat2 aku amik periuk nasik and masak nasik...memang pantas la masa tue..bukan apa, takut depa sampai..satgi mula la aku gelabah...dah masak nasik..aku bukak peti ais...tengok apa ada buleh masak...aku pun bawak kuaq ikan and sayur...masak la ala2 kadar aja...lagi pun aku ada beli ayam panggang masa on the way balik dari baling...so tak la kalut sangat...lepas ready masak..baru aku rasa letih..pi mandi..and solat maghrib....
So malam tue nothing much..except for lepak-lepak sembang dengan mak tam, pak tam, ayah n adik.. Pastu tetibe Encik,Ayahteh and Ayahndak sampai..diorang dari kl and kuantan. tu aja wakil sebelah ayah aku. tapi tak kisah la, at least diorang datang jugak...kul 12 lebih gak kitorang tido that nite....si nana tak bleh tidoq, maklumlah esok big day dia...yang aku geram, dengan aku sekali tak blelh tidoq sebab dia asyik masuk kuar bilik....macam2 la budak tue..to be continued....

school holiday...

The moment that i really treasure has come to me...hahaha..syok giler dapat coti two weeks nie..even though it is short but really precious to me...kenduri to attend memang la belambak sangat..tapi memang nak attend pun... hopefully dapat la attend sumer...
Before cuti hari tu...budak-budak peksa midterm...so apa lagi..coti nie kerjanya ngadap skrip exam diorang la..now only i know how my former teachers' feelings bila depa mark exam papers...memang kena sabaq banyak-banyak la...tapi aku tetap enjoy buat keja tue..my first experience la katakan...macam-macam ayat depa buat...best tau dapat conteng-conteng kertas depa...hui..hanya cikgu aja yang dapat rasa kepuasan tue...hahahaha